Need to vent

So joanna went to wet and wild with us and it was fun right Well i said can u text ur mom and see if she can pick u up im really tired. We were out in sun all day. So her mom goes how soon b4 u get to tonis house and joanna says 15 mins so 5 mins later she texts back no. WTF y did u ask when we would be there when it would take u 15 20 mins to get ot my house?? Any way so today she tells johann I havent recieved support in 4 weeks (which they alrdy discussed it and she was ok with it till we go tour taxes) so hes said ok wel find out what i need to do and ill send u the check tomorrow shes like u owe 418.63 then ur caught up till friday. so friday we pay another 100. I dont mind that we pay support thats johanns duty no biggie but what pisses me off is that all these years she controlled when joanna could come over never followed court order (which ik johann could of done something but he didnt want to go to court to fight and pay more money) But joannas 17 and she still pulls the bs but its whatever in may we r done no more support so fk off bitch not joanna her mom. Just makes me mad how she changes her mind in a day but its whatever come may u r done. Joanna cant wait till she graduates she told me so she can go to college shes alrdy lookin for apts lol. they wont let the poor kid get her liscense till shes 18. They dont know i let her drive hehe she does good to. ok enuff of that good night

Been along time

Well im not good at this but my sister in law is ragging on me time to time to update so she has sum bathroom reading material. Haha jiking silver love u.

Well johann and I started the hcg diet and so far going good only sucky part is the cal part can only have 500 cal a day but it says in 4 weeks our appetite will be less
I can make chilli we can eat its tastes good to i make it with eitehr ground turkey or chicken with diced tomatoes with mild chillis, long green onions, garlic, cumen, chilli powder and chicken broth .

starting weight for me was 172 im now down to 162.4 im getting there still more to go though johann started at 326 and now at 302 and we r on day 8.

Took the kids to wet and wild yesterday it was sooo fun def gonna get season passes next year. I fried but all tan today yah! its a park with mainly water sildes they have a wave pool and a lazy river as well. The place was packed yesterday but it was the last day.

the girls r doing great in school i got lil genius. Jewel is stuggling a lil bit with math but they r adding 3 numbers lik 4+5+3 stacked on top another so its just a new concept she will get it. Jess procedued to tell me that she didnt want to go to royal palm next year and i should find out what school kendall and lataja r going to. My response is y and she said cause my frieds are not goign to there. i said well jess u have lots of friends that r goign to royal palm. and i went on to explain how sometimes friends have to move. Plus we r all friends its not liek u wont see tham again. Ive had the same best friend since 3rd grade and im lucky if i see her once every couple of years. but we r still friends. Shes 10 and driving me u the wall with her tude but apparently other kids her age r the same sigh.

For Silver

I like sex drugs and rock n roll haha!!!! Just chillen watching rescue me then gonna write my paper thats due sat, nothing like waiting till the last min. LMAO danny off rescue me said what u want me to blow him back to life hahaha. So kim and lou come back from big lake today im excited ive missed them its been 2 days since ie chatted with miss kim. Shes gonna kill me though when she sees all the goofy ass pics i posted of her on fb lol. Cant bleive my lil baby is 7 waaaaa no more babies they r growing up to fast. Fri she goes to see vicki for her well check at 8 am thats gonna suck. She doesnt know it yet but she is getting her blood drawn haha altho jessica is too and she doesnt know it hahah, Sorry not gonna be funny when it happens but jessica has been so pale and blah think shes anemic like i always am. Well silver cant think of anythign else so ill write more later luv ya

Kitty attack

Soooooo let me see im not a everyday blogger as u can see. So friday i went to bed at 8 and didnt wake up till 11 on sat lol much needed sleep. Altho fridays are alwasy ruff on me since i get off at 6m from wrkin all night then pretty much stay up all day. Sat it was a yeallin/screaming match between the girls and themselvels along with me. So I said u know what if ur rooms are not clean we will not go to talyor party (we didnt go). Well i really wanted to go see jake so they got thier rooms clean. We went to st joes to see jake he looked fantastic he was soo happy to see us as we r to see him. Doc told mom he wont get sick till prolly 10 days after chemo. we stayed there for a hour or so the girls played playstation with him while i chit chatted with mom and dad. Then i get a text sun morning saying jake had a horrible night after you guys left. Apparently he got chemical menningities due to the spinal tap and he was liek the exorcist. His eyes his head it all hurt really bad and he was so sensitive to light and noise and smell. So now we dont knwo when he gets to go home.

Well sat after we left the hospital i did homework o yeah exciting but i did get 100 on one and 95 on the other so i was pretty stoked about that. Then we went to kims sisters for a bday party the lil one turned 1. Shes so freakin cute. The kids Sswam we ate then here comes kims mom with the tequila (there is no hiding from her) so I ended up doing 4 shots suprisinling i didnt barf. "Mija take a shot u cant run i will find u" haha i love her but hate the Te killya.

Woke up today feelign great and was all excited to go to the humane society wich i love! So these people bring in 3 really cute kittie and im like i can put them in the crate. Yeah that went well the 1st one got its claws stuck in my palm and arm while the otehr too hissed and attacked my arm FKIN cats suck! I have yet to have a problem with cats until now then the owners say o well we havent really handled them much well no fkin DUH u snobby fake asses.


just chillen on fb now and watching mad money on lifetime waiting for army wives to come on gn yall

Y is that every 1 around me gets cancer?

I just dont get life! Am I being punished? What is it really? It all started back in 06 with my grandma evelyn she passed away easter sunday of 06. She was my favorite person in the whole world I loved her more than she will ever know. She was my hero in so many ways. I have so many great memories of her I really wish she was still here. My youngest is named after her all she ever wanted is one of her grandchildren to name thier child after her grandma sarah. I fullfilled that for her Jewel sarah-evelyn. I am so thankful she got to meet jewel to she was so happy I did that for her. There isnt anything in this world I would not done for that amazing woman. I miss her every day I love u so much grandma.

In 09 I lost my mother another hero in my life. I was so angry god had taken her from me maybe im selfish but she was my mom and my best friend altho teenage years were hell she never pushed me away she always loved me. I put my mom though multiple sucide attemps, fights and lots and lots of tears. When I finally grew up and had jess we became the best of friends. I miss goign over to her house whenever I wanted even if they were asleep lol I had my house key still. We went over their at least 6 days a week. When they had moved to NY i was so mad she left me I was mad at her sisters I was mad at my dad I was mad at the world. I thought my grandma has a son and a daughter who live there y does my mom have to move? I was fkin pissed but then i was happy because she was their for my grandma if it wasnt for my mom my grandpa would have to do it all alone. Another thing that made me mad was that my mom didnt tell me how bad she was. She was gonna wait till we came to visit to tell me but she nevre got the chance. I love my mom and miss her like crzy Im not mad anymore I do have my days though. I was also mad cause i found out about hospice through FB which the person who posted it didnt knwo i didnt know that. Im over that too. All my mom wanted was for me to lay down with her so i did and she calmed down I love u so flippin much mom u will alwyas be in my heart and mind.

I have had a total of 6 relatives die in a 3 year span. WTH

Now one of my best friends son jake has lukemia really hes 9 fkin cancer sucks ass. I also found out another close friend just found out her dad has untreatable lymphoma. Seriously am I being punished are you sending me warning signs what is it


Ok enuff venting

Check out this great MSN Video: Leopard Attack

Check out this great MSN Video: Leopard Attack

U seriously irritate the shit out of me but i fkin love u

Ok so this is going to be a BITCH fest Im sick of it and i need to fkin vent! S0 johann would make fun of me saying i have dunlap diease and shit like that cause im a freakin cow. Im to the point im goign to wrk put harder and def eat better for the next 3 weeks due to going to camp. Well he goes why are u so healthy all of a sudden why are you goign to the gym? are u meeting a guy there? WTF then on sat my firned crystal bought me a nice outfit to wear out now mind u crystal only dates black guys. So we were goign to go to a club called the duster room. Johann says to me today why did u dress up so u can get sum black cock. I was u know what johann fk u and i havent talked to him since 9 this morning! Such fkin BS it was all casue he wanted fkin del taco and couldnt get up off his lazt fkin ass and go get it. Im not eating that shit y would i want to go and smell it?

On that note i have to take my old neightbor grocery shopping tomorrow thats gonna be fun NOT ok gn